Life has been so miserable

to me ..

it's new year...

but..i find it quite quiet this year..

didn't know why ..

maybe it's d effect of d economic now adays?...

haha...

I don't have d new year mood tis year...

jz get myself..very little stuff for new year..

I dont hv d mood for shopping either..

is jz last minute shopping...

kinda weird for me..

usually i'll get myself a lot of things...but..

actually I kinda hate those shopping centre

to on d new year music..

keep on repeating..

its kinda frustrating..& makes me think that

it is kinda irritating as well..

.

lolx..

well,...it's new year..

it is d only time they can put new year songs..

every year's chinese new year is jz da same for me..

so eventually there wont b any difference this year..

2009 Ox Year..

my hometown is at KL..

so I wont get myself trap in d car for few hours..

or even a long traffic jam..

i'll b bored to death sitting in the car for hours

...that's me..

1^st day of new year..went over Gasing Hill..

haha..high up in the mounta

in..

that'll be my father side's relative..

every year...all of us will gather up thr..

to collect ang paos from my uncle & aunties, cousins who get married..

hahah...

it is so obvious that..

children love to get ang paos..

hahah...

other than ang paos...i get to eat d best food in town..

Siam Laksa

...where my gredgrandmother..

which is 90+ d..

still strong enough to cook for us..

it's so delicious...cant myself with it..

haha..n of course..

not to forget about d..

Yam Cake..

I swear it's d best food in town..

haha...

I bet if you guys..try it urself..

u'll not stop urself to get anyone..

so, 2^nd day of new year..

my family will be visiting my mum's side relative..

me, my sis n bro...is not so close to them

I mean as in their children...

jz cant explain y we never talk to each other..

besides all of d uncle aunties..

but of course..

we're close to some of them..

it's chinese New Year..

so eventually..

everyone will b gambling..

including me myself la..

my fren even call me in d mi

dnight..

to play mahjong..

I was like..

O.O...wa..

need to b lik tat or not oh..

although is jz once a year..

Lolx..

Chinese memang Chinese..

aiya..if they only gamble during new year..

den good lo..

I hope they wont b like that after new year..

wey..

you guys & girls better behave yourself

after new year...

* winkz * =pP

so this is me & my sister

for new year!..

I love this top..i bought..

very satisfy..

although I buy it last min..

=)

doWn..Down..dOwn...!!

im so damn down..

there's something happened to me..

i just cant face it..

its too pain for me..

how can a person b lik this?..

it so hard...

too hard for me..

some people say patience is virtue..

yes i do believe it..

but..

d process of waiting..

is killing me day by day...

it hurts alot when u cant get to b wit someone

u love with ur whole heart..

in d process..

u must learn to hold yourself back..

really..

i dunno how to explain it..

some people told me..waiting is not a good choice..

but me myself choose to wait..

i cant blame anyone if d ending is not u wanted..

i really hope he will look back at me..

for one day...

i changed alot....

but sometimes..u still insist i didnt..

but is tat d way u think of me..

but u're not me...

when i say im not...

means im not..

i reli don hv d hard feelings..when things happen..

mayb...tat time..

i shouldn't have ask for it 6 months ago..

n it wont end up lik tis today...

i reli blame myself for it..

both of us..

from d past...

we used to control each other...

tat's y v end up lik tat..

once u get freedom..

u'll jz love it..

u cant get rid of it...

sigh...

im so pain..

i hope...

reli reli prayed so hard..

tat d ending will b what i want..

i dont know what am i suppose to be mean?!!....

i hate all these feelings...

ps:

i love you more than anyone

It's a Brand New Year..!!

it's been a very long time
ever since I update my blog..!!!..
lolx..
i am so LAZY to blog..!!
just dont know why is it..
lazy to open to open computer..
lazy to connect to the internet..
lazy to write blog..
lazy to online..
hahah...
I AM REALLY SO LAZY..!!
just cant explain all these laziness..!!

ok ..
now i'ts a Brand New Year for me..
2009..
new sem..with a new subject..
assignments is waitting for me now..!!
n exam is waiting for me..
im in SEM 2 YEAR 1..
time table sucks..!!..
most of d time is from 3pm to 6pm..
when d time i finish class..
the LRT will b so damn packed with peoples..
n i will hv to squeeze myself into d LRT..
i hate it..!!!
sometimes...al those people really damn irritating..
there's this uncle..saw him quite a few times d..
ok...
yes he did queue up...but when the train arrive..
wa..he quickly rushed in n hold on tight 1st..without letting
d passengers come out 1st..
seriously...
when i saw tat...wa..i kenot tahan manz..
i wanted to scold him..
but i didn't..
lolx..
say wan scold only..
but i didnt...
haha..

a new year...
a new Start!!..
that's so true..!!!

I have to pick up everything from d past
to keep moving on!!!..
i must make sure me myself..
is keep moving on the path..!!!
i dont want to tell grandmother stories again..!!

i'll try to update my blog..
must be HARDWORKING d..
not LAZY..
MUST THROW ALL D LAZINESS INSIDE ME..

*boredness*..

hmm..

im having class now..

but im not paying attention to d

lecturer at all..

he's jz teaching us how to use POWERPOINT..

how to do our presentation slides..

how to make our presentation presentable..?!!

*sigh*..

its very boring though...

..tat's y i nvr listen to him..

i doing other stuff

rather than listen to him..

jz nw..

before i enter to the lab..

i saw someone that i nvr expected to c..

i used to talk to *him*..

but i dunno y

both of us stop talking d..

i mean chatting only..

a simply good reason

y frens stop talking to each other is..

they're waiting for the frens to contact him/her 1st..

isn't it true??..

i think tis is so true..!!..

haha..

HoOraY!!....

yea~...

Yea~...

YeaHhhHh..~

i feel GOod!!!...

hahah....

my mum just buy me a new laptop..!!

definitely the best christmas gift for me..!!

although it is abit TOO EARLY

for a Christmas Gift..

but still...haha..

i love it..!!!

thank you mummy!!..

i promise i'll do whatever i promise u..!!

*hugzzZZ*

UpdAte UpdAte...!!

i've abandoned my blog for a month..
d reason is..
im so lazy to come on9 to update my blog
although i did on my computer..
but i on it jz to watch movie..
haha..
=)...
there is alot of movie is waiting for me to watch..
i've downloaded alot of movies to watch..
Gossip Girls Season 2, Criminal Minds Season 4,
Supernatural,...& lots more.
but i've to cut off everything this month
to concentrate only in my assignments..
till if i've finish my assignments..
i am only ALLOWED to watch it..
* a Promise to myself*
better keep that in my mind

so as i mentioned on the previous post that..
on OCTOBER 2008..
i've full with plans...
yes it is...
but i've got no pictures to show..
as my hard disc "kena" virus"..
lolx...
all my * beloved pictures* is in there..
i've got no back up for it..
*sigh*...

so on the 24th, 25th & 26th of Oct '08
me...irene....sherlyn..& many other girls
are invited to b as an usher for..
CRADOR 30th YEARS ANNIVERSARY
with the theme
" MAGICAL MOMENT"
each & everyone who participated in
did a VERY GOOD JOB!!...
this is where we can see TEAMWORK
although everyone is super duper tired
but..each & everyone of us
think is worth it..!!!..
it's OUR MAGICAL MOMENT!!..
we girls...as an usher..is damn tired u know..
i can tell u...in those 3 days..i barely sleep more than 8 hours..
on the 24th i've to get up at 7am..
ends around 12.30 am..
by d time i can sleep is around 2am already
25th even worse...around 5am
ends about 12 am as well..
the last day 26th..
hv to wake up at 5am..
but end up wake up at 7am..
n i've to leave at 7.30am
really rushing on d last day..
when i reach d location i only started to put on my makeup
& tie my hair..

d reason im getting up so early
is jz to put on my makeup
& tie my hair..
really exhausted..
talking bout my hair..
i've to used alot of spray to hold on my hair..
i remember the 1st day irene put gel..
my hair...totally DAMAGED & SPOILED..

v girls have to wear high heels to walk everywhere..
seriously everywhere..
24th - MCA HALL
25th - Sunway Resort Hotel
26th - Bukit Jalil ( Indoor Stadium)
the 2nd day..my leg start to ache already..
the 3rd day..
my gosh...i wanna cry man..
we girls have to walk damn far...from one place to another..
really tiring...
on the 3rd day im not feeling well as well...
*sigh*..
but i really appreciate what i've done..

CRADOR 30th YEAR Anniversary
was a * boomed *
we invited 050+ Diamonds
&
20+ crown ambassador
all around the world..
from Hong Kong, China, Indonesia, Phillipine, Thailand,
Malaysia, Taiwan
thr's more..but i jz couldn't remember..
that's the best part..
even Steve Van Andel...the C.E.O
did come & join us...
this is d 1st time i see him..
wow...
he's damn tall..
really super tall..
i think he's definitely about 2ft..
im not joking...wait till
i get his pictures..

the founder of CRADOR is
Mr. Foo How Kian
which he achieved
3 countries of Crown Ambassador
in the same time..
i *saltues* him..
respect him alot..!!..
he's a international businessman..
with loads of money
but he has FREEDOM
as well...!!!...
seriously..
He insipired me....
i learn alot from him..!!..
n some speakers as well..!!...

-end of story-

today i hang out with abigial..
i had lunch with her
den v went HELP UNIVERSIRY COLLEGE
to collect her cheque..
after that..
v've got no idea what to do..
v wanted to watch Quarantine..
so v decided to go Cineleisure to check out
what time is d movie..
unfortunately..
the results jz disappoint us..
so v decided to watch
MADAGSACAR 2 ESCAPE TO AFRICA
the movie start at 4.45pm
ends around 6.30pm
nice movie
i liked it..
damn funny also..
especially King Julian...
haha...
the way he speaks..
got Indian lingua wan..
darn funny..

after movie...v wanted to go home..
suddenly this abigial asked me
whether i wan to eat dinner or not..
i asked her back...u're hungry is it??..
den she was lik erm...i can tahan la..
i answered...hmm...whr to eat??..
i anything also can wan...
hehe...
for those who know me..
im lik tat ma...right??!!...
so v end up eating at Damansara Hokkien Mee..
i think...that's d shop name..haha
both of us..jz couldnt finish our food..
damn waste la...
v didnt want to..
but our stomach jz..
FULLY LOADED
already..

so after dinner...
v went home straight..!!..
tat's my day..for today..
14/11/2008

* im craving for Nandos *
it's been a while
ever since i eat that..
=)

im backk~~!!!..

it's time for me to get back to my BLOG!!..
recently i've neglected my blog..
it is because im so so so...Soo...lazy to update my blog..
tat's y i update my blog once in awhile only..
sometimes after work come back...
very lazy online lar...

so this month October..
my schedule is FULL with plans d..
haha...=)
im glad to say that..
& im proud of it..
akakak...
so basically i'll have to start to do
ALL my ASSIGNMENTS..!!..
EVERY SINGLE SUBJECT INCLUDING
THE MORAL STUDIES!!..
i hate that manz..
assignments is killing me...
every single assignment's due date is at DECEMBER..!!
summore i haven start anything yet till now..
*sigh*...
i really have to start to work on it..

anyways...im goin to quit my job
on this coming MONDAY
which is on the 20th of October..
till then i wont b so stress & tiring anymore!!..
haha..=)...
im so glad about it..!!..

eversince i get this job..
me...mentally & physically..
is so damn tired la..
aiyo..
i can't describe it to all of u...how tired i can be..
just wake up & prepare to go to college..
when im sitting in the LRT..
i dunno how many times i yawned..
try to sleep awhile but i couldn't..
cox i scared i *terover* station..
from KJ to Masjid Jamek
needs about 30 mins ..
den nvm..
b4 the class start...dunno yawned how many times
again.....
aiyo....
i really didn't get enough rest when i get this job la..
tat's y im quitting it now..
i did a Right Choice lar..
*^^*

lazy to type already..
very tired oh...
pics time..=)
this guy is from my work place..
we're at DP..
haha...waiting for those people to come..!!.
he jz wanna borrow my hp to test my camera..
lolx..
funny guy though..!!
sherlyn, me & irene..
after our makeup training
for the BIG event
CRADOR 30 years..
we're d usher for it..
proud of it!!..
sherlyn & me..=)
irene & me...
we're waiting for Sherlyn..
irene ask me to take pic wan..
girls memang girls..
haha...=)
lik to camwhore..
me & Sherlyn
traffic jam at KJ thr only...
pity Kenny...
blurred pic..
irene me & sherlyn

at centre..for our regconition night!!

sherlyn me & irene..

take 1...blurred already..
taken by Brian lo..
all his fault..
hahah..=pP
take 2...
like dat only we girls..want it to be mar..
hahah...
nways..Thank You Brian...=)
he's jz being kind to help us take...