* wish *

each & everyone in this world
do have their own wish
wish upon each & everything..

for me..
i wish i could have more time..
24 hours a day is not enuff for me...!!
why would i say tat??...
is bcox...i got loads of stuff
to CONCENTRATE
from studies to work to life..

wow!!..
i don even have d time for entertianment
seriously...
hmm..if i have 48 hours a day..
i think ..
think only ar..
i have enough time..!!..
too many stuff to focus..
to do..
to finish..
to accomplished..

i will never forget my goals..!!..
i have vision..!!
i must complete each & every part of it..
only i will have a
complete life..!!..

i wish i have time to rest as well~!!..
to many stuff to focus..
too busy..!!

actually people always say they're busy..
im wondering they know what they're busy for ar??
i mean as in lik..
for what they're busy..
they know what they're busy for??..
lolx..is just d same thing..!!..

bad day

i think this week shud be a unlcuky week for me..
today..
i asked my coll fren to teman me to go makan
somewhere nearby my coll
since our class start at 3
and both of us
havent eat our lunch yet..!!..

so both of us say meet at MCD about 1.45pm..
so i reach MCD about that time oso..
when i cross over d road
den got one uncle come talk to me..

uncle :" are you SEGi student?"
me :" yes..why?"
uncle :" what course r u taking?"
me :" acc la.."
uncle :" year 1 or year 2?.."
me :" year 1.."
uncle :" em..have u heard of any part time...*i dunno whatever shit he's talking*.."
me :" i don't know..." *i walk a bit further*
uncle :" do you want to work on sat & sun...something like pc fair.."
me :" no..im not interested.."

i quickly ran away from him man..
i quickly run inside to MCD..
uncle..hello...
if i wanna work i'll go get myself a job la..
i was scared lik shit when he was lik...
walking nearer towards me..
aiyo...y KL got such ppl huh...
ask him fark off la..

im eating to pass time while waiting for my fren
cox she's late already...
when i just finish my burger only..
i saw that idiot uncle come in..
i was lik O.O....
shyt la tis time..
uncle u better not come n talk to me...
the 1st thing come into my mind is..
RUN...RUN...
i grab my beg & my drinks
den walk abit faster towards d door..
i quickly walked to my coll..
while walking i look behind again & again
make sure d uncle nvr follow me man...
once i reach coll..
i feel much more safe to b at coll

msged my fren n tell her im waiting her at coll..
while waiting for my fren...
i tersaw one of my fren..
which i nvr met him for so long..
let me think..
about 4 years??...
yes 4 years...
i know u saw me...
but u jz pretend tat u nvr c me..
smart....
hahah.....
i knew it was u..when u 1st come into coll
from outside la...
i wanted to call u...
but i think..u didnt want to talk to me..
so i didn't...
i nvr tot of seeing u in this coll...
i didn't expect to see..
i should say that...

sigh
d uncle already cuase me to have heart attack
already...
now another wan..
i was really...really super shocked about it..
luckily today only got 1 class..
which i totally cant even concentrate at all..
seriously i tell u..
i really cant concentrate..
i am worried bout..later when i walk to LRT..
will i meet d uncle again...

how come thr's such ppl around here..?!!..
can u all just go n die ar??!!..
im not being cruel...

*sigh*
new coll life start d..
everyday wake up..
prepare den go coll d....
den study till around 6..
the lrt is so damn packed...
hv to squeeze myself in to get home..
lolx..

i hate this kind of life..
everyday having the same routine..
but
what to do?!..
that's what life is...
i mean my life only..!!..
>.<"
nways..i cant b bothered anymore..haha
hmm...i don't lik my coll at all..
they are not professionals at all..
how can they didn't checked properly
that *somebody*..is taking LAN??..
some more say according to the person-in-charge of course
say that there's no one taking other subject..
you all wanna change timeslots can..
change to morning..
n d lecturer very sarcastic manz..
once come in to class say..
"you all cant change time table d..
because somebody is taking LAN here..
we dont want to mention d name la..hah"..

wa liao...what kind of lecturer is this..
jz because u dont want to get urself into jam..
simply change time..la...
reli..*wtf*
u're a lecturer... u just have to bare with the time they give you. who you think you are...?!!!...

hmm 4get bout it..
damn pissed off with the lecturer...
i still need to c him for a year...
shyt..

recently jz get my hair cut..
haha..
i didn't quite like it cox...
it's too layered..
i already ask that aunty not to layered my hair..
cox my hair will b gone..
i mean spoiled..
but she insist..!!!!..
so stubborn lar...
but end up...my mum like it..
haha...
i dont know why..

one step at a time

hurry up and wait..
so close, but so far away..
everything that u've always dream of..
closed enough that you can taste.
but u just cant touch it.

*you wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet.
you wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it.
you know u can if u get the chance.
in your face as the door keeps slamming.
now you're feeling more n more frustrated.
and you're getting all kind impatient , waiting.
we live and we learn to take.

one step at a time.
there's no need to rush.
it's like learning to fly.
or falling in love.
its gonna happen and its.
suppose to happen that we.
find the reason why.
one step at a time.

you believe and you doubt.
you're confused and got it all figured out.
everything that you've always wished for.
could be your, should be yours, would be yours.
if they only knew.

when you can't wait any longer.
but there's no end in sight (when you need to find the strength).
its your faith that makes you stronger.
the only way we get there is one step at a time.

take one step at a time.
there's no need to rush.
it's like learning to fly.
or falling in love.
its gonna happen and its.
supposed to happen that we.
find the reason why.
one step at a time

superb busy~..

it was a damn busy day for me
ever since after merdeka ..
lolx..
got no time to update my blog~

*sigh*..
my class start d..
so as usual..
my frens ask me how's class..
so ..i answered...jz d 1st class..
still okay la..
but lecturers r making so damn stressed d..
so many assessment hv to b done..
i can die man..
regrets nvr stay in HELP
haha...jk la..

im tired of goin classes~...
im tired of taking lrt & become a sandwich everyday~..
im tired of walking~..
im tired of waiting~...
im tired to wake up~..
basically im tired of everything~..
everything!!!....
=(

i need some refreshment u know?!!..
i need to b awake..!!..
im still on my holiday mood..!!..
HELP!!!..HELP!!...


sooner or later i still hv to get used to
this life~...
everyday...wake up..
take bath..den go college
shyts manz..
i hate tuesday & wednesday
i've got no time to take my breakfast & lunch
im serious...
i need to eat larhh..!!...
*aihz*..

i cant live without FOOD!!..
PEONY LOVES FOOD!!!...
WITHOUT FOOD SHE CAN'T SURVIVE!...

PLS DO FEED ME WITH NICE & DELICIOUS FOOD..!!